I may as well kill myself now :L ?!?

your dad doesnt understand you are not your sister... some parents compare but we are all different. God made you for His plan. Now just do the best you can in school as you need to graduate be happy for your sister she is doing so well and forgive your dad... think about God who has a certain plan for your life and that He loves you no matter what. Jesus on this earth showed us how good God is... Jesus healed the sick, raised the dead, forgave many sins... He forgave those who crucified Him... think about that kind of love He has for us... He shows us the Love of God by His earthly life. go to: www.garycarpenter.org and www.daveroberson.org on dave robersons site click on books and read: the walk of the spirit the walk of power... Abraham Lincoln is called a "successful failure" ... google it and see how many times he didnt get elected, his fiance died... yet he kept on and finally became president of the USA. everyone is a failure in many things but God loves us anyway and wants to teach us how to be better... but He loves us on our worst days as well as our good ones... God is LOVE... (my name is madelyn i am also called maddy... i have made lots of mistakes... and hated most of school but i know God loves me and that is what is most important to me...) i did like science and recess and lunch and music and art and gym but i didnt like tests, i just wanted to have some fun... i had some good teachers and some yukky ones... i did take some college too... fear not, God is on your side.